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‘You Left Mid-Sentence’…Eunice De Souza (1940- 2017)

Eunice has been widely acclaimed as a poet, novelist and anthologist of 19th and 20th century Indian writing. She was also a critic, columnist and writer for children.

Noted poet Eunice de Souza. Credit: Twitter

Noted poet Eunice de Souza. Credit: Twitter

 I look striking in red and black

and a necklace of skulls.

Eunice de Souza was a legend who notoriously “terrorised (successfully) the bank manager” as well as her contemporaries, colleagues and generations of students (even college principals have been known to quake before her). Her weapons: an acerbic tongue and devastating wit bolstered by impeccable logic. She was a true savant whose departure leaves a gaping hole in our intellectual sphere.

Eunice has been widely acclaimed as a poet, novelist and anthologist of 19th and 20th century Indian writing. She was also a critic, columnist and writer for children. Her first book of poetry Fix (1979) was hailed as “…a practically perfect book, and one of the most brilliant first books I have encountered” (K.D. Katrak, The Sunday Observer). Most of the poems seem at first to be caricatures of the Goan community, but are in fact minutely-observed revelations, occasionally indulgent but more often critical. There are also several wrenching poems about the poet’s own fraught and unresolved relationships. Her mix of trenchant observation and the confessional with more than a touch of self-deprecation and black humour became her distinctive style, reappearing in later collections, Women in Dutch Painting (1988), Ways of Belonging (1990), Selected and New Poems (1994), and A Necklace of Skulls (2009), unabashed even in her last volume Learn from the Almond Leaf (2016):

Tell me Mr. Death

Date, Time, Place.

I have to look for my 

Life-of-sin panties

Make an appointment 

For a pedicure.

Yet in this last collection there is also a preoccupation with death and what, finally, a life is worth, as seen in the anguish lurking in the starkly epigrammatic Remains:

My mother’s bones in a niche.

My aunt’s ashes likewise.

A lifetime.

A lifetime. 

For Eunice, poetry was a process of consciously crafting and rewriting and revising every word and line. These last poems, particularly, work as powerful images. And this one seems prescient:

Western Ghats

Fling my ashes in the Western Ghats

They’ve always seemed like home.

May the leopards develop

A taste for poetry

The crows and kites learn

To modulate their voices.

May there be mist and waterfalls

Grass and flowers

In the wrong season.

Credit: Wikipedia

Credit: Wikipedia

Despite her formidable reputation, Eunice was tremendously admired and loved as a professor of English at St. Xavier’s College. Her lectures were mesmerising experiences where all that mattered was the life of the mind. She set high standards for academics and discipline, and expected complete compliance. She got it too. She could make caustic remarks about the passive “cabbages” in class, but draw out the most inhibited student to overcome inadequacies of language and background and make a confident presentation. As a visionary and dynamic head of department, she created a stimulating and exciting ethos by bringing in a host of eminent guest speakers from India and abroad, founding the annual English department literary and theatre festival Ithaka, and initiating a culture of research by establishing the department journal and other publications.

Eunice had a fierce sense of justice and fair play, and fought extensively in the university teachers’ union and at St. Xavier’s for the rights of teachers and students – and for stray dogs, in recent years. Her bluntness and impatience riled many: she had an utter contempt of cant, platitudes, pretentiousness and smugness. For those who saw her mellower side, however, she was warm and generous “Auntie E”, and with her beloved parrots and dogs she was a self-confessed softie.

I was extraordinarily privileged to work with Eunice for several years. Our discussions were a tantalising glimpse of the extent of her reading, her insights, her grasp of the most abstruse of philosophical concepts and equally of the practical implications of the latest economic policy. She talked of writers long before the Nobel committee brought them to the notice of the world, yet spoke even more knowledgably about the impact of Indian aesthetic traditions on the work of Shri Aurobindo. With her, I not only discovered new worlds of thought, but also to observe how pigeons fold their wings when they sit on the ground.

Rest in peace, Eunice. You left mid-sentence, but some part of you will always live in the staff-room of St. Xavier’s, the lady in black smiling enigmatically through a cloud of cigarette smoke.

Dr. Shefali Balsari-Shah was head of the department of English at St. Xavier’s College, after Eunice de Souza. 

  • The Wire

    Posting on behalf of many admirers of her and her work, and who sent their notes via email:

    What the wind blows our way can never be lost. Thanks Eunice De Souza for being part of my learning experience at Xavier’s of the late ‘70s.
    Manoj Sharma
    RBI

    Xaviers .. Science stream or Arts
    EUNICE was the bard!
    Deepankar Ganguly
    Concert Musician, Toronto

    Very sad news. Eunice was someone who was not easy to fathom through interactions in class alone. I initially found her quite intimidating, and do recall the moment when she introduced “waffling” into our everyday vernacular, sorry Subir. However, there were other conversations outside the context of class where she came across as a humourous and warm, and will remember her fondly for those. She was very intelligent, confident and expected more from us than we were perhaps prepared to invest, given that we were easily distracted at that stage of our college life. Keeping her family and friends in my thoughts.
    Kannu Sahni
    University of Pittsburg

    I loved Eunice – she was witty, sarcastic and hugely intelligent – she knew how to et most of us lazybones to get our act together –

    Wish I was there to pay last respects – our teachers played such a huge role in shaping our early characters
    Kiran Tawadey
    Hampstead Tea London

    I was one of those science, not arts, types at Xavier’s, so I didn’t take her English class. But reading all these comments, I wish I did.
    Ken Coelho
    University of Waterloo & Govt of Canada

    Thanks for sending these, Probir. I remember her English class as the first of my college classes. She asked “why is a Shakespeare play like a Hindi movie?” I remembered that when I watched Omkara and Haider. Later in the year, she gave me a very low grade on some assignment. When I asked her why, she said because I was waffling. That is a talent I’ve exploited ever since! I met her along with some other ex-faculty at Ravi’s party in 2011ish.
    Subir Gokarn
    IMF Washington D.C

    We may hate her, love her, probably both. But will never forget her
    Probir Roy
    PayMate

    RIP
    Madan Bakshi

    I remember Eunice as a great teacher of English language who had the art of keeping her students engrossed.
    Nitin Adarkar
    VIP Industries

    Prof. Eunice evoked diverse emotions and reactions in people she interacted with, especially her students. … but love her or dislike her, one had to admire her profound knowledge of her subject, her wit and erudition.
    I, for one enjoyed her classes. They came as a breath of fresh air in an otherwise mundane day.
    Bernard Saldanha

    Eunice was one of the very few people I admired at Xavier’s…outspoken, intelligent, was not afraid of voicing her opinion. Years later, when I invited her to be on one of our selection panels for the Inlaks Foundation, we were able to reconnect so effortlessly.

    She has influenced so many in our generation.

    Amita Malkani
    The Inlaks Foundation